I've been in a bit of a funk. And yet my anxiety level is so sky-high I can feel my heart beating a thousand miles an hour. I feel so overwhelmed and stuck.
I'm supposed to be working on this script for the park district. I have been procrastinating.
I'm just so tired.
The details of everyday life are bringing me down. Like the other day I discovered I was out of a particular type of vitamin, and I was just like, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" as if it were the worst crisis of my life.
Today we had no water due to a broken water main down the street. That was just the last little kick in the pants toward complete hassle-dom, and eventually I begged Nathan to go on some errands with Bill so I could take a nap. And then I actually drooled into my pillow.
I'm gonna go. The words aren't coming right now, which is why I used the term hassle-dom. I'm sure there's a better word, but I can't think of it right now. That's all.
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